Archive for November, 2005

bAd hAiR dAy

Monday, November 28th, 2005

i cut my hair 2day cuz it was 2 long n getting uglier by the minute.My dad brought me to the barber n told him i wanted a trim.(i hate talkin to malays cuz my bahaso kelate sucks..haha) .This is my first haircut in 3 years cuz since i went to secondary school (chunghwa,kb) i juz shave my head n in the holidays i juz let it grow.When i cut my hair i muz take off my glasses but without it im lik half-blind so i couldn’t see wat n where he’s cutting…hehe.

   When he finished i immediately put on my glasse n thought "OMG!! He cut off so much?!" At first i didn’t thought it was ugly but as the day go by i started to feel my hair getting ugly n uglier (weird??)Then i asked my bro n he said" Well its quite weird" .Tats when i made the decision 2 return my head to its original state__botak. Although i hate it…So mayb next week im goin to shave my head…again.So  sad.

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Saturday, November 26th, 2005

作詞:方文山 作曲:周杰倫 編曲:鍾興民 女聲:梁心頤(Lara)

男)海平面遠方開始陰霾 悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
(男)我的臉上 始終挾帶 一抹淺淺的無奈

(女)你用唇語說你要離開 (男)心不在
(合)那難過無聲慢了下來
(合)洶湧潮水 你聽明白
(合)不是浪而是淚海

(男)轉身離開 認真說不出來
(女)你有話說不出來

(合)海鳥跟魚相愛 只是一場意外
(男)我們的愛 差異一直存在
(女)給的愛 差異一直存在 回不來

(男)風中塵埃 竟累積成傷害
(女)等待竟累積成傷害

(合)轉身離開 分手說不出來
(合)蔚藍的珊瑚海 錯過瞬間蒼白

(男)當初彼此 不夠成熟坦白
(女)你我都 不夠成熟坦白 不應該

(男)熱情不再 笑容勉強不來
(女)你的笑容勉強不來

(合)愛深埋珊瑚海

(男)毀壞的沙雕如何重來 有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
(男)只是一切 結束太快 你說你無法釋懷

(女)貝殼裡隱藏什麼期待 (男)等花兒開
(合)我們也已經無心再猜
(女)面向海風 (男)面向海風
(女)鹹鹹的愛 (男)鹹鹹的愛
(合)嚐不出還有未來

(男)轉身離開 分手說不出來
(女)你有話說不出來

(合)海鳥跟魚相愛 只是一場意外
(男)我們的愛 差異一直存在
(女)給的愛 差異一直存在 回不來

(男)風中塵埃 竟累積成傷害
(女)等待竟累積成傷害

(合)轉身離開 分手說不出來
(合)蔚藍的珊瑚海 錯過瞬間蒼白

(男)當初彼此 不夠成熟坦白
(女)你我都 不夠成熟坦白 不應該

(男)熱情不再 笑容勉強不來
(女)你的笑容勉強不來

(合)愛深埋珊瑚海

~~heart breaking……

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Saturday, November 26th, 2005


這一刻 突然覺得好熟悉 

像昨天 今天同時在放映
我這句語氣 原來好像你 不就是我們愛過的證據

差一點騙了自己騙了你 

愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣 

但我無法完全交出自己

*努力爲你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏綫
 以爲在你身邊 那也算永遠
 仿佛還是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遙遠
 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見

#可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
 感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔

那一段 我們曾心貼著心 

我想我更有權力關心你
可能你 已走進別人風景 

多希望 也有 星光的投影

*努力爲你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏綫
 以爲在你身邊 那也算永遠
 仿佛還是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遙遠
 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見

#可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走卻走失那路口
    感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能溫暖我胸口

~sentimental~

Friday, November 25th, 2005

dear friends,

I have a very serious question to ask all of you.Have you ever heard a song and cried and what do you think of those who did? I really appreciate your comments.

                                                                      —weng kin

~ day in my friends’ house

Friday, November 25th, 2005

juz back from michelle’s today is quite a fun day,at least it was not bOrInG….

  Woke up 12++pm 2day, i was stil a little sleepy cuz i slept at 4++ ls nite.About 1pm i went out 4 lunch with my family than my dad sent me to ah po’s house.When i arrived there were only 3 ppl, i tot ym n pei fong is goin to b there but they went home b4 i reached,so early.I took some movies there so they decided to watch Deuce Bigalow (stupid movie…haha). i saw it b4 so i juz sat there n read newspaper.When they finished we went to Taman Tengku Anis,a nice n beautiful park. We walked around n played with the exercise thingys’,hehe.We even went to see the deer n rabbits, after a short while we went back to ah po’s place n waited 4 lee mei’s mom 2 fetch us 2 michelle lai’s house.

  I think we reached michelle’s hse around 5 or 6.When i saw her hse i was like ""WAU!!!So Big"".Her hse is juz gigantic ,her compound can fit mayb 4 normal houses.She has 2 dogs,Ivy(very fat Golden Retriever,but it is very obedient n cute)n Spottie(a dalmation that liks to bark).Haru also brought his Super Cute dog, Mao2 Mao2.Mao Mao is a dog with long fur n hyperactive,it could’nt stop running here n there.WE played around Michelle’s while some were playing UNO inside.We celebrated Haru’s birthday too.Aftertat we watched Harry Potter, i went at about 9pm n didn’t finish the show, i hope i can go 2 kl again this december cuz there’s SO many movies i wish 2 see in the cinema (Harry Potter,Chronicles of narnia,Zathura…..2 many)

~hAppY dAy

AMA’s review~~Performances

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

Ok.this time im writing ’bout the performances,whether it sucked or nt is only my opinion,pls post a comment if u think differently.And all the performance i write is not in any particular order ,i juz cincai oni,hehe.

1)Rob Thomas-he performed a ballad (forgot the name,he he)He sounds good live.

2)Lindsay Lohan-she sang a small part of Confessions of a Broken Heart then she change to another song,i dono the name.At first she sounded ok with the first song, but the second song (haiz…) The lyrics juz keep repeating and she’s also depending on the background singers 2 help her cover her voice..haiz

3)Pharell Williams & Gwen Stefani-they performed Can I Have It Like That,he’s quite cool.Gwen Stefani juz dance around singing <u gotta lik tat>. When they finished the song gwen stefani had to go bck on stage again to receive her Best Pop/Rock Female Award.She even sid she dono wat she won cuz she was not listening.

4)Hilary Duff-She sang Beat Of My Heart,she sounded good but her performance was a mess,i think its because of those weird guy’s dancing with her,she nearly tripped when she was walking over them (so sad..) Nonetheless she was pretty n she sounded so great live!! [[[another weird thing is she was wearing all black n lindsay lohan was wearing all white, cOiNcIdEnCe???]]]

5)Keith Urban-He sang while playing his guitar,he’s quite good n i like his voice, but many ppl don hear country music though.

6)Cyndi Lauper & Sarah McLachlan-They sang Cyndi Lauper’s Time After Time,it was nice but Cyndi Lauper’s voice was a little weird 4 me.Mayb its bcs she’s nt a singer from my generation.

7)Omarion,Ciara n Bow Wow-At first Ciara n Bow Wow sang their duet Like You, i want to ask Bow Wow hw can he rap so long n dont run out of breath,i can’t even talk so long without breathing.
Then they went bck n Omarion sang his O for a while n he danced,afterthat Bow Wow came out again, he n Bow Wow sang Let Me Hold You . Soo Complicated.

8) Los Lonely Boys-they sang a song with Santana(he played the guitar) Santana’s guitar skills is juz freakingly gd.

9)Sheryl Crow-She performed Good is Good,4 me it was quite bad cuz she was struggling to reach the high notes,it sounded a little lik screaming 2 me.Im a little down cuz i reli liked the song)

10)Tim Mcgraw-i dono wat song he sang but i remember the lyrics goes <<mayb im a real bad boy,but im a real gd man>> Ok lol, i don hear his songs but i noe he’s a very gd country singer…

11)The Rascal Flatts- A Country Group,i noe them cuz Carrie Underwood(4th American Idol)is their fans.They sang their premier single,mayb its their new album or smth.Im nt sure.

12)All American Rejects-I giv u my dirty little secret,dirty little secret ,dirty little secret.A rocking performance,but the lead singer looks funny cuz he cut short his hair…haha.

13)The Rolling Stones-the lz performance, i haven heard their b4.I juz noe their a REALLY famous band.I din watch the performance so no comment…hEHE.

14)Mariah Carey-actually she is the first one to perform but i didn’t now cuz when i watch the show she finished her performance.She sang Don’t Forget About Us,at the beginning it was kind of weird but it turn out great at the end.

Huh…finish .Finally

AMA’s review~~Awards

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

yI woke up early 2day,because i wanted 2 watch the American Music Awards live.I was bored so i decided 2 write down the winners n the performances….hope u enjoy it.

Best Country Female:Gretchen Wilson

Best Country Male:Tim Mcgraw

Best Country Band/Duo/Group:Brookes & Dunns

Best Country Album:Live Like You Were Dying (Tim Mcgraw)

Best Pop/Rock Female:Gwen Stefani (so dissapointed kelly clarkson did’t win this)

Best Pop/Rock Male:Will Smith (im a hin actually,50cent was nominated 2,but should’nt he n will smith be in rap/hiphop genre???????)   

Best Pop/Rock Duo/Band/Group:The Black Eyed Peas

Best Pop/Rock Album:Greend Day<<American Idiot>>

Rap/Hip Hop male:Eminem(hush little baby don u cry..)

Rap/Hip Hop female:Missy Elliott

Rap/Hip Hop Album:50 cent <<The Massacre>>(u see?is he in pop/rock or rap/hip hop????sooo hin)

Soul R&B female:Mariah Carey

Soul R&B male:R.Kelly

Soul R&B Duo or Group:Destiny’s CHild

Soul R&B Album: Destinys Child <<Destiny Fullfilled>>(cOnGrAtzz)

Latin Music:Shakira

Adult Contemporary:Kelly Clarkson

Contemporary Inspirational:Mary Mary(weird name)

Text Voting:Kelly Clarkson (yeah!!)

So this is the list of the winners…but due to the rain (my Astro sot sot dei)i think i missed some..damn it, but hope ur satisfied anyway.

                                                            

Hate Myself For Losing You

Monday, November 21st, 2005

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I’m in today
And now dying doesn’t seem so cruel
And oh, I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know anyway, anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I’m seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why she’s not here

You got what you deserved
Hope you’re happy now
‘Cause every time I think of both of you
It’s killing me inside

And now I dread each day
Knowing that I can’t be saved
From the loneliness of living without you
And oh, I don’t know what to
Not sure that I’ll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don’t know what to do
Not sure that I’ll pull through
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
And oh, I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know anyway, anymore
No, no

What do you say, when everything you said
Is the reason why she left you in the end
How do you cry when every day you said
Don’t ever bring her back again

<<this is a song from kelly clarkson’s [Breakaway] album, this is how i feel right now……..>>

haiz…smth wrong with me

Sunday, November 20th, 2005

aiyaya …bored ler this holiday,dono y,din feel so bored b4.this few days keep staying at home,i think im starting to develop some kind of mental illness or smth, always hu2 si1 luan4 xiang3 (hehe),mayb its zi4 bi4 zhen4.Tat day go bowling with frens i did feel a little weird,usually im always laughing without reason but tat day i juz smile when someone crack a joke or smth,wats wrong with me? Mayb its depression.

Actually there’s homework 2 keep me occupied but im not tat rajin u noe, if im hardworking my result wont be lik sai ler….haiz,26 Disember,PMR result day,my death anniversary.Many ppl always say PMR is not important but after suffering 4 a whole year 4 tis exam, who’s tat brave to say their not scared ’bout the result,rite?

Mayb after this exam i muz chg my specs again, cuz whole day everything i do is juz,TV<Computer<Hp…all radioactive.Wan die oledi ler…..so admire some of my frens some go camp>>some overseas>>some attending course>>not lik me, juz letting all those precious time slip away,im not even using the time 2 hv fun. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

~pcb trip..muz read>>

Sunday, November 20th, 2005

<also a post from my first blogz>

huh…jz back from the pcb trip with a bunch of friends, it was such a fun time, im already missing it.

at first when i arrived only few friends were there ( about 20+ ppl were invited ). First we went in our chalet,it was 2 chalet combined 2gether.The location was perfect as it was near the pool n the beach 2! Few of us started 2 play videos games on the PS2 , i sucked at the fighting game by the way, esp nArUtO…Then 3 gals decided to go splashing in the pool, most of us followed later. I was the last cuz i was not in mood 2 swim,instead i went walking on the beach with my friend first.

At nite we started the bbq party, as my friends were busy preparing the food 4 us i was chit-chatting at the side ( sorry~~). But i paid the price at the end,i only got 1 piece of chicken n a hotdog ,haiz… Everyone didnt wan 2 slp tat nite,so we did a lot of things ::watch movies,played truth or dare,played card,played games,n some of us even went 4 a nite walk at the beach (creepy…).I think ’bout 3am some even went to continue the bbq again,i was 2 tired 2 go so i stayed in the room.

The next morning everyone was sleepy,most slept for 1 or 2 hrs while some was awake the whole nite.We cooked breakfast n went for a dip at the pool again.When we came back we ate some of the breakfast leftovers to ease our stomaches b4 lunch. THEN smth sTupid happened, a GOAT attacked our food, it went on our table n ate the TWISTIES N FRIES!!!! afterthat we went to the man-made lake to take pics n relax, slowly one by one we went bck home….

It was SO FUN i wish everyday of my oliday would be lik tat………. ROC ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!