-Jonnikins’ Way Of Living-

haiz…….10.54pm now,juz back from tuition a while ago,2molo camp’s things havent pack yet,dono goin to slp wat time again 2nite.Dono y but this week is extremely busy 2 me,mountain-like homework,prefect things(which i hate the most!),club things (not that much),tuitions….so many things to do in 24 hours ,not really enough.My sleeping time this week if i add it together is only 13 hours, 4 days i slp 13 hrs!!! Even now my head is a little heavy.Plus im quite sick right now,sneezing constanly from morning till now…Im also wearing my huge n thick jacket,like its winter in my computer room,so cold n i haven’t switched on the air-con.(weak?)

I think this year i only spent my 30% or 40% time at home,the rest are for school stuff,so tiring but at least im spending those times with my friends…I’ve never heard anyone said Form 4 is a stressful year,or mayb its only me???? So many things to do but so little time!! im training myself to do a timetable for everyday but the time cant seem to be enough for me…Anyway,im goin to cope sooner or later.I hope this will train me to face more difficult and crazy lifestyle in the future~~

~so sick……hope i can enjoy the camp.~~

~~im goin to miss my "Thursday Nite Chatting Time" with my friends ,hehe.The only time of the week where i can still feel like its holiday.(dreaming)

signing off [sleepy wk]

"Young Love"

Young love, love love.
A teenage love.
Young love.
A teenage love.
Young love, young love, everything I need, I got my young love.
Young love.
A teenage love

Tell me what’s the definition of love.
It seems like everybody thinks they done figured it out but everytime they fall up in it,
They fall out, in and out it again
Tell me how they gonna know about us, telling me and you that we ain’t even been around long enough
We can prove em wrong, show em how it’s done, I know that we can do it

Cause it’s will’n out (we got that)
Forgiving (we got that)
if it’s talk’n bout what we feel’n (we got that)
Just hanging out, keeping it real(we got that)
Me and you know what the deal is

Since we ain’t 21, they be trying to say it ain’t love
Cause we can’t hit the clubs, they be trying to say we too young
I ain’t saying that we trying to be grown, I’m just saying that we old enough to know <~(my fav line)
We got that young love, young love
We lucky cause we got that young love

It’s crazy how all our friends say, that we gone, they still tryna figure us out, babe
‘Cause we always together, and we don’t gotta front, we ain’t pretend, girl
And you know a couple of them gone hate, talk behind your back, smile up in ya face

Girl we can prove em wrong show em how it’s done and girl I know we can do it because

We will’n out (we got that)
Then forgiven
if it’s talk’n bout what we feel’n (we got that)
Just hanging out, keeping it real (we got that)
Me and you know what the deal is

Since we ain’t 21, they be trying to say it ain’t love
Cause we can’t hit the clubs, they be trying to say we too young
I ain’t saying that we trying to be grown, I’m just saying that we old enough to know
We got that young love, young love

We can hit a show,kick it on the block, everywhere we go, we know that we got that young love, younge love, young love
Just talking on the phone, hanging at the spot, no matter what we do, they know they can’t stop that young love, young love, young love
(you’re my young love)

Since we ain’t 21, they be trying to say it ain’t love
Cause we can’t hit the clubs,they be trying to say we too young
I ain’t saying that we trying to be grown, I’m just saying that we old enough to know
We got that young love, young love

Young love, young love everything I need I got my young love
Young love, young love everything I want I found in my young love
[2x]

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a song by Chris Brown,my current fav R&B singer.He’s only 16 year-old(same with me) and already living my dream….so admire him.

Untill he’d already released two singles,Run It (tis vid was once 1# in the Billboard for a few weeks,a reli cool song) and Yo!(Excuse Me Miss) .The next single will be Gimme That…look out for it!

for more information>>

www.chrisbrownworld.com  (official site)

www.chrisbrownweb.com (fans site)

Nth to blog bout these few days,juz have a tonne of complains.Im trying not to complain so much,im scared ppl will think im whiney(is my spelling correct?)……….

Oh one more thing,recently i’ve been doing something tat might get me into deep trouble…..I’ll explain later when i have the time and energy (nth illegal lar,haha)..

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"Obvious"

[Shane:]
Yeah, ooooh…
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I’m reading into everything
But there’s no sign you hear the lightning, baby

You don’t ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I’m always where you are

[Shane (Westlife):]
I’ve made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I’ve crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I’m not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I’ll say it in a love song

[Bryan (Westlife):]
I’ve heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me (Bryan echo: just like me)
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no

And you don’t ever notice how I stare when we’re alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

[Shane (Westlife):]
I’ve made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I’ve crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I’m not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I’ll say it in a love song
Yeah…

[Mark:]
You are my very first thought in the morning

[Shane:]
And my last at nightfall

[Mark:]
You are the love that came without warning

[Mark & Shane:]
I need you, I want you to know

[Shane (Westlife):]
I’ve made it obvious
So finally I’ll sing it
(I’ve crushed on you so long)
I’m not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I’ll say it in a love song

[Westlife:]
And sing it until the day you’re holding me
I’ve wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see

[Shane:]
But you never seem to see
I’ll say it in this love song

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"Obvious" by westlife,an old song ,nothing special but dont know why i still enjoy it untill now,hehe.

wuthaiz……wanna know y im so depressed? U can find out easily,juz go around some form 4 ppl’s blog or chat with those from 4Sc2,u will see y…..

Especially these: singyee’s,beryl’s,chongpei’s(she’s nt in my class but she did mentioned a little)

All these ppl (plus me)have smth in common:

1)same class with me lo (nt cp)

2)have the same thing to complain bout

3)all very busy lately

4)dono wats on tv cuz we don have the time(nt me,even if the sky falls i’ll stil find time to watch,hehe.)

5)inside a deep deep place in our hearts we have a secret desire to chop off some teacher’s head (too violent???)

haiz…everyone say that form 4 is a honeymoon year,who invented that word,Not True At All!!!!Maybe cuz we’re the first batch in English,or only ppl in my class thats feeling this way.Ppl from other classes doesn’t seem to hv much to complain…Anyway,nth i can do,juz face it lo…."Cry Cry"

{I Will Survive}

"do u think i’d crumble,

do u think i’d lay down and die,

oh no not i,

i will survive"

~unlucky [wk]

nth much to say…too lazy.Juz 1 sentence to represent it all..

Im feeling stress i have never felt before,cant handle it anymore….

haiz…..juz back from first day of school,in my msn list there’s only 2 ppl on9 now.This is bcuz all of my friends r still busy with the school things (i think).

For me,i personally think Form 4 is goin to be a hard year for me…i’d rather take my PMR exam again than studying F4.F4 is very confusing(for me) , so many choices to make and all of them could affect ur future one way or another.

First,the first thing im not goin to get use to is all the tuition classes,there’s juz too much!!!!! Selecting which tuition class to attend is hard too,lik whether to tk accounting..which subject do i need to tuition.Some of my friends is goin for tuition for every subject possible,im not goin to do that!! But wat scares me is if i don attend tuition i would not be able to cope…arghhhhhhhh!!!!!! One more thing bout the tuition classes is that we need to decide which teacher is the best for us,how do i noe which if i havent learn the subject yet,all my friends was lik running here and there registering as they fear the tuition classes will be full.As for me,i was asking everyone around wat tuition classes r they taking…

Not only tuition classes,i muz learn to balance all my school work with my new and old activities…There’s juz too many things to do besides schoolwork but im afraid i don hv much time to care bout them,although i try to.

I think im goin to end my blog here…I feel tat im wasting my time on my computer while tonnes of stuff r waiting for me to do.Haiz…..

I sincerely ask anyone,ANYONE who is seeing this blog now to post a comment,i would lik to noe ur opinion.I doubt they’ll be much though,all my friends is too busy to even touch their computers..

Anyway, adios and wish me luck,hehe.