-Jonnikins’ Way Of Living-

hey guys,long time no post,getting lazy lately.

It was my birthday yesterday,nothing special happened.As usual, i received a lot of messanges wishing me happie-bday, my parents asked me what i want,i said cash!! LOL. My brother called me ,you know what he said? "I left your present in KL,go there if you have time."    -_-"

i’m sixteen this year,still a annoying little brat as usual.I can’t deny that this few years i’ve learnt a lot of things about life, maybe not everything about life (no one knows everything about life anyways) but i’m aware that things have changed a lot. Those things that seem to be so important last time seems so laughable now.Exactly the opposite those things that i didn’t care before have caught my attention and i’m learning to appreciate them more and more everyday.Life’s simple pleasures are always the best.Some friends will notice that i’ve changes lately.Some say i’m getting crazier and crazier each day.Some say i’m being cold to them (thats the funniest thing i’ve ever heard,haha). I admit i do have very extreme emotions, i can be VERY happy or VERY sad. I think i must learn to control that or i’ll be like a phsycho.

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OK,here’s somethings that teenagers like to worry about and whats my opinion about them.

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1)Study:

If this is not in my list the sky would fall,hehe.In Form,everything is getting much much harder.Plus you have so many other things to worry about.Its hard to find a balance between.I’m getting lazy lately,exam is just around the corner.I know i can do better than this,i’m still trying,i hope i can turn around before its too late.

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2)Friends:

ahhh friends,i once thought they would be my everything.They’re not but still i love them to death.Without them i would go crazy,seriously.I’ve learnt to appreciate the friends around me more now, you know there are always someone that have always supported but you didn’t notice. They are not necessarily your best friend or from your ‘gang’ but they have always been there .I treasure them more now, instead of trying to turn myself into someone that i don’t want to be.

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3)Love:

I was thinking whether to put this in my list or not.Since its a part of teenage life, i decided to.Love,what is it anyway? Adult would laugh if they hear a teenager talking about love.The truth we are not ENTIRELY CLUELESS about it you know.All i have to say is "If you wish to venture into the realm of love,be ready cause sooner or later ou will bew hurt" .Don’t go saying "my love with him/her will last forever" no one and i mean NO ONE knows for sure.Just go where fate takes you,what happens happens.Don’t go killing yourself,that is just plain stupidity in action.Well ,how’s my love life you say? I’m as single as ever,haha.I’m not going into "LoveWorld" anytime soon.Someday maybe but not now. Or i’m just saying that because nobody wants me? Maybe yes,maybe no. LOL.

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4)Dreams/Ambitions:

Life after school,i’ve been thinking about that a lot now.I do have a plan for at least 4 or 5 years from now.Have a backup one too just in case (am i crazy) . You can’t predict what would happen so even if you have 1000 plans you still won’t have everything go your way.I do have my dreams,i hope i can live my dream.Currently i’m starting to steer my own life a little bit at a time towards my goal.Will i reach it,i’m not sure. To all my friends,if you have dreams, go after it only IF you are confident enough.Not many people can live their dreams,sorry if you feel discouraged but this is true.Life tends to knock you off where your going. You’ll reach a different place but there will be something good there too.There’s something good everywhere.I promise.

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"Rich or poor,fat or thin,with or without a family,well-known or just another person on the street.I’m not worried about how my life will turn out to be.All i want is to be able to say <I did it my way> at the end of everything."

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so there’s my view on some teenage r’s so called "issues".IMHO. I wanted to add money but i think that’s more like an adult’s problem.

~Please leave some comments if possible.Thanks~

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