-Jonnikins’ Way Of Living-

It was the guy’s turn today on AI.They were so bad the first time i guess it wasn’t hard to top that,lol.Seriously,they did alot better than last but its still a little blahh.Blake and Chris did leave a pretty good impression,nothing spectacular though.Let’s talk about Sanjaya,i really like his voice,so smooth and pure,too bad he’s a little boring,he can really do thing with a voice like that plus people really like his personality,very humble and down-to-earth.All these are making me miss Season 5 so much.

Anybody watches Heroes here??? That show totally pwns everything TV show in history!!! I’m unhealtily addicted to it.Malaysia is so slow,they just showed Ep 5 here but i already watched until Ep11.America just shown the 17th ep yesterday,can’t wait till i have time to watch the rest,damn you exams!! Did i say that this show is absolutely amazing??????!!!!

Life’s a joke,enjoy it while you can.

1)Christina Aguilera-Candyman

-I love the multiple Christina in the video and the little blue sailor outfit lol.Benji from So You Think You Can Dance 2 is in it too!Great video.

2)Ciara-Like A Boy

-Wicked choreography,Ciara may not have a good voice but she really can dance her ass off,amazing.The song’s pretty good too,i think this will be a hit.

3)Katharine McPhee-Over It

-Yay for my idol’s first video!A simple video for a simple song,me likey.She look gorgeous in this,is it me or the guy reminds you of Wentworh Miller?

4)Robin Thicke-Lost Without You

-One of the better love songs that i’ve heard within these few years.He’s like the older version of Justin T. Girls will probably swoon over this,haha.

5)Joss Stone-Tell Me ‘Bout It

-The soulful siren is back! Woohoo!Great song and she looks great in her red hair,can’t wait to get the cd!

6)Fergie feat Ludacris-Glamorous

-Nice video and good song.I just don’t like it that much,hmm…

7)Daughtry-It’s Not Over

-This was release like a month ago but i thought i’d introduce it to you guys.First single from Daughtry,the band of Chris Daughtry (the rocker from American Idol 5).Very Nickelback-ish,check out his cd if you like this type of stuff.I know i do.

8)Justine Timberlake-What Goes Around Comes Around (full mini-movie version)

-I swear Scarlett Johanson is one of the most beautiful woman ever existed (eat that Angelina Jolie).Its a high budget video but i must say that i don’t like it that much,i don’t know why.It kinda ruins the song for me,oh well *shrugs*.

9)Avril Lavigne-Girlfriend

-Avril sorta makes fun of the people who thinks this song is too bubblegum for her,lol.If you haven’t noticed,she’s sexier these days,with mini-shorts and skirts.I hope she doesn’t turn into Britney Spears,lol.

10)Carrie Underwood-Wasted

-4th single from this country powerhouse,i love it.Carrie’s album is probably one of the best in 2006 so if you never listened to Country but is interested in it you should buy hers.

Haiz,i think we’re going back to Season 3 again.The competition is going to be dominated by Divas.Its not that i don’t like them but there’s just too many of them but what can i say,the white girls and guys basically sucked.I hope they step it up next week.

Amy,Nicole,Paul and Rudy was eliminated.The one i really like out of this four is Paul,he has a very soulful voice,too bad.Amy was blahhh,Nicole was pretty good but her song choice was way too weird for me and Rudy,let’s just say his pelvic thrust was….interesting.

Happy CNY guys! I hope everyone will have a prosperous year CAn’t wait to collect my ang-pau’s.Woohoo!

Top 24 starts next week!! Bring it on!! My fav so far is Antonella,Jordin,Chris Richardson and Sanjaya,Sundance and Chris Sligh are seriously getting on my nerves…

Yay for the new music review section!!!!!!! I’m going to start writing one each week,or more than that.Thanks friendster!

   Ever felt like you’re empty inside? Ever felt like you don’t know where your going and where you’re going to end up? The world seems to revolve around you yet it seems to be moving away day by day, leaving you alone, facing the darkness all by yourself. Well, that’s my life right now, it means so much yet feels like nothing to me. Filled with irony and emptiness. Life is hard, especially when you don’t have anything to look forward to. That’s sounds kind of depressing does it? I am a little depressed these days but no one would believe it though. Yea I laugh a lot, I joke a lot, I make a lot of people laugh everyday but I can laugh my ass off this second and stare at the wall for hours the next second.

   All credit goes to three “things” for all the thing that’s occupying my mind. First one goes to my past. All the regret and stupidity that have haunted me for all these years. One of my biggest secret that nobody besides me and my family knows. My crazy little first crush, that’s was kinda fun at first but it didn’t turn out well at the end. Again, nobody knows what happened except for moa.

   Let’s talk about the present. This is and extremely important year. Yet, I have not had my priorities sorted. My mind says one thing but my body does the other. Every night I would just think about all that happened during that day and I must say, I’m not a tad bit proud of myself. I’m just the biggest loser on this planet. I have no one to talk to, there are people who might be willing to listen to me but I just don’t have the courage to say anything. I’m tired of being cheerful,I’m tired of trying to get good grades, I’m tired of being alone and I’m tired of being the guy that always whines and complain about his life.

   Last but not least (been using that phrase since F1), the almighty yet mysterious future. I have absolutely no idea what to expect, all the plans that I have made seems to be reaching a dead end. I do not take my ambition lightly but I don’t think I’m doing what is needed to be what I want to be. Besides, everything that I want to be, I’m just not good enough for it. So I have two choices in front of me, start from the very bottom, live a crappy life with a crappy pay and pray everyday that I can even be anywhere near my goal or study something that I am not interested in, have a job that I am not interested in, get an average pay and live a typical average life.

   I know I’m being stupid for posting these kind of stuff on here. This would just end up being someone’s gossip topic or people would just think that I’m asking for sympathy, say what you want, I have no right whatsoever to ask you to stop. Anyway, this will most likely be my last post. I got myself another blog in some other place where no one would ever read what I write but maybe I will turn this into a music blog. I’m not sure. Till then, take care guys.

Taking some time,

Cause I didn’t know,

If i could ever let you go.

What’s done is done,

I can’t change time;

But i’ll be damned if i’m not gonna try.

Finally figured it out,

I’m better off alone.