The guilt in me.
eating me alive;
For all that is worth,
I have nothing to die for.
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Craving for a taste if freedom,
to swim in the big blue sea;
Caged by my own conscience,
saddened by the way I live.
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I just can’t live my life,
skeletons in my closet;
A dark shadow inside,
He refuses to let go.
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Why am I here,why am I not,
uncertainty fills the air;
Answers lie ahead,
awaiting for the day.
Just did a personality thread just now,its rather interesting i might say,lol.
Results:
Do you ever… get the feeling that you were meant to do something extraordinary?
Congratulations, you’re Peter Petrelli! You are a compassionate, idealistic person, which is great. You’re searching for your identity and purpose in life, and you have a strong desire to be special, and do something great for the world. You’re a bit on the emo side, but you have the best of intentions. Your best quality: Empathy Your worst quality: EMO
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 99% on Idealism
You scored higher than 99% on Nonconformity
You scored higher than 99% on Nerdiness
Results time,all the marks for some of the subjects were given to us this week.Most of them were in my expectations.However Chinese’ Paper 2 was unexpectedly high,i was pretty happy about it,i think this is the first time that my BC is higher than my English.Well that was what i thought,untill i got the Paper 1.Guess what did i get for my long essay.the answer is zero.Yes i’m no lying,i got a BIG FAT FCUKING ZERO from the so called teacher.I teared the whole thing to shreds and threw them.Haha,excuse me well i go to my kitchen and stab myself with a knife……………………………………………….
-I haven’t got around to posting the album review for Ne-Yo’s,Hilary Duff’s,Joss Stone’s and Avril Lavigne’s new album.I don’t think i’m going to post them arterall,its not like anyone bothers to read them.I’ll just rank them here to save my time.
*Ne-Yo’s "Because Of You" Album—7/10
*Hilary Duff’s "Dignity" Album — 6/10
*Joss Stone’s "Inrtoducing Joss Stone" Album— 7/10
*Avril Lavigne’s "The Best Damn Thing" Album–6/10
Most of them are just ok,i would like to hear more up beat songs from Ne-Yo’s.There’s way to many mid-tempo stuff.Hilary’s new album seems t be influenced by a lot of Disco,which is not my taste but there is still some catchy songs in there.Joss’ debut and 2nd album is a lot stronger than this one but its still pretty good.Avril’s is too cheerleader-ish but the slow jams rock!
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Can’t wait for Kelly Clarkson’s new video "Never Again"!The song is so addicting.The new album "My December" will be release later this year.
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Its been literally ages since i’ve seen a movie,i just don’t have the time and money,haiz………. But i will surely watch these:
-Pirates Of The Carribean:At The World’s End
-Harry Potter and The Order Of Phoenix
-Spiderman 3 (Rumour has it that they are making 6 Spidey movies!)
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After April I’ll have 4 more months to study for my trial.Well there’s a monthly test in July but to hell with that,i’m following my own schedule from now on.
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Just some rough calculations:
4 more months x 30 days = 120 days
120 days divided by 10 subjects (not counting EST) = About 10 DAYS left per subject only!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!! @$#^%@#^$^$%&%$&%^*%^($&(
This is just beyond insane.I don’t usually pray but for them,i will.Kids can’t even go to school without worrying about being killed,sheesh…I hope something like this will never happen in Malaysia.The worst thing is the students were allowed to continue their classes after the first shooting,that;s just stupid.
BLACKSBURG, Virginia (CNN) — A gunman who killed at least 30 people in one of two shootings on the campus of Virginia Tech was dressed "almost like a Boy Scout," said a student who survived by pretending to lie dead on a classroom floor.
"He just stepped within five feet of the door and just started firing," said Erin Sheehan, who was in one of the Norris Hall classrooms where the second shooting incident took place.
Sheehan described the gunman — who later shot and killed himself, according to police — as a young man wearing a short-sleeved tan shirt and black ammunition vest.
"He seemed very thorough about it — getting almost everyone down — I pretended to be dead," she said. (Watch student describe surviving by playing dead 
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"He was very silent," said Sheehan, one of only four students in her 25-student German class who were not shot.
The gunman left but returned in about 30 seconds. "I guess he heard us still talking," said Sheehan.
"We forced ourselves against the door so he couldn’t come in again, because the door would not lock."
The man tried three more times to force his way in and then began firing through the door, she said.
Student Tiffany Otey was taking a test inside Norris Hall when the shooting began. She and about 20 other people took refuge behind a locked door in a teacher’s office.
Police officers with bulletproof vests and machine guns were in the area.(Watch a student’s recording of police responding to loud bangs )
"They were telling us to put our hands above our head and if we didn’t cooperate and put our hands above our heads they would shoot," Otey said. "I guess they were afraid, like us — like the shooter was going to be among one of us." (Watch students react to shooting )
Some students leaped from windows to escape, said Matt Waldron.
"These two kids, I guess, had panicked and jumped out of the top-story window, and the one kid broke his ankle and the other girl was not in good shape just lying on the ground."
Madison Van Duyne said she and her classmates in a media writing class were on "lockdown" in their classroom, where they where writing about the shootings and posting online.
University President Charles Steger told reporters Monday night that police found the front doors of Norris Hall chained shut and that by the time they got to the second floor, the gunfire stopped. (Watch gunfire on the campus )
The shooter attacked more than one classroom at Norris Hall, according to police. The death total there — 31 including the gunman — makes it the deadliest shooting in U.S. history.
A law enforcement source close to the investigation told CNN a .22-caliber handgun and a 9 mm handgun were recovered at the scene.
University police Chief Wendell Flinchum said at a Monday night news conference that authorities had a preliminary identification of the shooter at Norris Hall but were not releasing it.
Two people were killed in a separate incident at a dormitory on the campus about two hours before the Norris Hall incident, at around 7:15 a.m.
The dormitory, West Ambler Johnston Hall, houses 895 students and is located near the drill field and stadium. (Campus map)
Flinchum said police were still investigating whether the two incidents are related.
At a news conference Monday afternoon, Flinchum did not rule out a separate shooter for the dormitory incident. (Watch the police chief explain where bodies were found )
At the time of the later shootings at Norris Hall, police were investigating a "person of interest" in the dormitory shootings, Flinchum said. But the man — a non-student who knew one of the victims — had not been arrested, and it is unclear if he has any link to the other gunman, he said.
Courtney Dalton, an 18-year-old student who worked at West End Dining Hall, said a friend named Ryan Clark was one of the two dormitory victims.
She said Clark, a resident assistant at West Ambler Johnston Hall, had once worked at the cafeteria serving pizza.
"He was a happy person; this is really sad," she said, sobbing.
"All I can do is pray for his family now," she told CNN.com.
Asked why the campus, which has more than 26,000 students, was not shut down after the first shooting, Flinchum responded that police determined "it was an isolated event to that building and the decision was made not to cancel classes at that time." (Officials thought shooter had fled)
The university has scheduled a convocation for 2 p.m. ET Tuesday. Classes also have been canceled Tuesday. In Washington, the House and Senate observed moments of silence for the victims and President Bush said the nation was "shocked and saddened" by news of the tragedy.
Last August, the first day of class was cut short at Virginia Tech by a manhunt for an escaped prisoner accused of killing a Blacksburg hospital security guard and a sheriff’s deputy.
Before Monday, the deadliest mass shooting in the United States occurred in 1991, when George Hennard drove a pickup truck into a Killeen, Texas, cafeteria and fatally shot 23 people, before shooting and killing himself.
I swear on my lame and pathetic life that if i fail more than 3 subjects this time i will post my mid-term results on my blog for everyone to laugh at.Hopefull i would be so ashamed that i’ll start studying……
1)5 more freakin’s days until i finish the annoying mid-term! Yay!!
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2)I will fail almost every subject.
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3)Can someone rich buy me the things below? If you can buy me one i would love you forever and pray you like you’re my God!
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4)AI 6’s goin down the drain fast.Talent-wise its a good year but where the heck is their star quality???!!! All of them are like zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.My favs now are:Jordin,Blake,Melinda and Blake.I liked Haley but she was eliminated already.
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5)My Top 10 songs of the moment:
–Beyonce–"If"
–Avril Lavigne–"Innocence"
–Ne-Yo–"Make It Work"
–Kelly Clarkson–"Never Again"
–Sugarland–"Want To"
–Linkin Park–What I’ve Done
–Maroon 5–Makes Me Wonder
–Katharine McPhee–Better Off Alone
–Evanescence–Sweet Sacrifice
–Sophie Ellis Baxter–Me and My Imagination
–Umbrella-Rihanna
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Some thoughts on these:
**Yay for Kelly being back!She’s going to rock the world!
**Katharine’s "Over It" video was #1 for two weeks on Pop Inc!!!!
**Rihanna is so fast in releasing albums,i guess its because she’s more of a singles artist than an album artist.
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6)I hate it when people complain to me about their love life.Mainly because i don’t think we’re still pretty young to be so crazy in love and also because sometimes it reminds me of my own,hehe.Plus i have no idea how to help them so why tell me right?Its a waste of time.I’m so cold.
You can spend your whole life building
something from nothing
one storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream
that seems so out of reach
and you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
This world’s gone crazy
and it’s hard to believe
that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
for all the right reasons
and in a moment they can choose to walk away
love ‘em anyway
You can pour your soul out singin’
a song you believe in
that tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Tomorrow is the time for our Physics examination but i’m not reading.Why? Because i can’t get myself to like the subject.I open the book and i’d get frustrated.haiz…………………..
