I know I’m an assholeno need to remind me about that. What’s sad is that after so many years you still fail to see that where all the problems come from.Don’t think too highly of yourself.Karma a bitch,remember that.
Oh if you’re reading this or maybe your certain someone told you about this,I am certainly not talking behind your back.Blogs are for the public to see,whether you see this or not is none of my business.
-I need to continue learning how to play guitar after SPM. I want to know how to play very very badly. Two nights ago I took out my guitar and just sat there and sang like crazy,haha.It would nice if I could play it for real. I even had a dream about it just now! Here’s hoping that I will wirite a full song before I’m eighteen,I already have some lyrics without any melody,writing song is very therapeutic,it’s good for my soul lol.
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-I think I’m gonna post some pics this weekend,I’m just bored.My old pics suck anyways.I want a pic with my love! Which is my dog,muahahahaha.
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-48 days to SPM,I’m going to study my freakin’s ass off so this better pay off!
Trial ended today.Well to be more precise yesterday cause it’s past 12 now.I find it hard to go to sleep early now that I’m used to staying up late all the time,wargh!! Anyway,here a list of things that I want/should do now.
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-Make a timetable for the last round of revision for SPM.I hope I won’t die before the exam lol….
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-Analyse all the syllables and make a target of what results I want and think I can get for SPM.I need a goal so that I won’t be so lazy anymore…… For now I’m thinking 6 to 8A’s but that might be impossible but better aim high right?
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-I need to save what’s left of a broken friendship (all the damage was done by me so I can’t really complain).If things doesn’t work out I guess I need to let it go,I’m really REALLY tired of thinking about every freaking day! @%!^
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-I want to drive! Alone! Without my mom beside me!!
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BTW I’ve been wondering about who reads my blog,I think only one or two people reads it sometimes so that means I’m always talking to myself? Great….
Music and humour saved my live….
There’s some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some bitter endings,
Been some bad times I’ve been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don’t really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.
There’s mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should’ve taken,
Been some signs I didn’t see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don’t make no difference,
The past can’t be rewritten,
You get the life you’re given,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.
And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wondered how I’d get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I’m thankful, for every break in my heart,
I’m grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.
And all the things that break you,
Are all the things that make you strong,
You can’t change the past,
Cause it’s gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it’s all,
Lessons learned.
