Junkie

-What’s wrong with Friendster lately?It took me 10 minutes to load this page.Completely "freezed" my "fire" to blog.(but still blogging anyways,hahahahahahaha…)

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-If any of you ever wonder why I like to type in point form that’s because I’m to lazy too think and stupid Friendster won’t let me have spaces in between.tsk tsk tsk..

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-4 days till SPM,I’m dead.I can see my parent’s and relative’s face when I tell them my results in my dreams/nightmare.*shivers* Some of them actually think them I’m capable of getting 9 to 11 As’???!!! I AM NOT CAPABLE OF DOING THAT!! I REPEAT,I AM NOT CAPABLLE OF DOING THAT!!! Ughhhh,the stress is making me crazy.I can only hope for 4 or 5 A’s.I’m no longer that guy who always gets good grades.Actually my results has been spiraling down ever since I secondary school.I used to be a very smart kid,muahahahahahaha.Anyways,I’m still worried about how they would react in March.I can only hope for the best I guess.

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-My cousin told his mom that he’s going to "audition" for a military school in the near future.If he gets it he’ll be spending his Form 4 and 5 in KL in a military school.I’m not sure if it’s the same one as the guy from my batch went to.I envy my cousin for knowing what he wants in life at such a young age.I still have no idea what the hell I am going to be in the future.The only reason that I’m not leaving SMCH is that I still haven’t figure out what career path suits me and I’ve been trying for wo years now! My head hurst,argggghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@$#!$

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-I’m trying to be a more positive person,for myself.Self-pity is not good for my health.

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