-Jonnikins’ Way Of Living-

As I have promised,I’m going to blog about my ~*interesting*~ day yesterday.

   Well at first it was just an ordinary trip to my grandma’s place at Tanah Merah.Eventhough Bio’s paper is in Monday I decided to go sis my aunt and her daughter came back to visit from Singapore (Pfffftt like i will study anyways).It’s always nice to see them both.Everything was fine until another group of relatives came to visit them as well (what can I say,my family is HUGE). They started asking about my exam. The way they talk just teared my heart to tiny little pieces,oh god that sounds so cheesey but I can’t think of a more suitable description. For you all chung Hwa F5,you know how many of us talk to Ee Jane,Mei Yee,Maria,etc (aka the brilliant ones). Here’s one of the conversations:

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-Relative:So how’s the exam?

-Me:Okay I guess…

-Relative:So how many As’ are you getting this time? I have high hopes for you! *big smile*

-Me:Don’t expect anything good from me,I might not getting any As’ or just 4 or 5 maximum. *feels really bad*

-Relative: *laughs* Nonsense! I’m sure you won’t dissapoint,you’re Weng kin!

-Me:Trust me,my results suck this few years..

-Relaitive:There you go again,I’m sure you’ll get great results again!

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After having that converstion SEVERAL times I just lost it.Honestly I almost broke down,my whole body was like shaking with the anger and sadness………. It’s sad that people have so much faith in me and I will just dissapoint them when March comes.SPM is almost over and I no longer have a chance to redeem my dignity.I’ll just lock myself up in my room for three months after I get the results.I know I’ll probably go crazy watching people’s reaction to my results. "What wengking got ___ As’ only? Haha you think I’m going to trust you? " .

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-Sorry if I sound arrogant or conceited,maybe many of you already know that my result suck.If you do I thank you,how I wish everyone else knew. There’s more to this,I’ll edit this post later,I have somewhere to go……

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Blahhh,after one day I’m back to this post.I’m thinking about deleting this post but I’ll just leave it cause I’m weird like that.I’m thankful that the day ended in a lighter note.I joined my younger cousins in their bike riding and ball playing.I haven’t played that much since forever! It feels nice to sweat a little.Then we played cards late night, hopefully I didn’t use up all my luck cause I won many times,muahahaha. Thanks guys!

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-One step at a time,there’s no need to rush……………….

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