Whatever it takes…
After a day or two of procrastinating,I’m finally ready to post about my second KL trip. I went there this time to spend time with my family and to shop for my new year clothes.After 4 days of torturing my legs all I got was a freaking T-Shirt! Ughhh..I hate shopping for myself.Can you believe that I don’t have a new pants and shoes for new year??? It’s really because I’m extremely picky when it comes to jeans since they so expensive (the nice ones are all probably RM150-RM700!!). I guess I’ll just have to look for some after I’m back from NS, la la la la…………
NS is in 2 days! I haven’t even started packing yet,so dead. There’s actually not that much stuff to bring cause they’ll give you most of the things needed, especially clothes. You know what? I just realize that NS only lasts for 2 months,I use to think it’s 3. I’ll be there from 1th January to 11th March, deduct the holiday for CNY and you’ll see that it’s only 2 months. a lot of people ask me how I feel about getting chosen, honestly I don’t have any particular feeling about it. I’m not scared since I’ve been to camps by myself before.I’m not excited because……I don’t know,I’m just not. Well, wish me luck guys! I hope I won’t miss my warm bed too much.One thing’s for sure, I will miss the food! See you guys in a month.
The year is ending,I’m glad cause 2007 is by far the worst year of my life. I would kill to turn back time and change the way I handled a lot of things.Normally I would say the past is the past but my yearning to correct my mistakes are too strong. I dissapointed myself, my teachers, my fellow students and my family but I learned a lot! Also, I learned that crushes hurt way more than I expected it to be. I’m sorry for everything and I’m happy to see that your living a happy life right now.Although I doubt that our friendship can be restored, I will wait for the day that it happens.
