-Jonnikins’ Way Of Living-

   Adding to my previous post, I would like to congratulate Eet Ying and CBC for getting the Petronas scholarship! Also to Lean Huat that got both UTP and JPA! Just found out last night. *so jealous*

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    Something random but a few days ago I bumped into someone from my NS camp at the mall! I didn’t really talked to him much during the camp so we just said hi. It’s so weird, I think that’s my first time seeing someone from camp after I came back. Ahhh memories……..

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   It’s American Idol night! David Cook did best, I love his voice on "First Time Ever I Saw Your Face" . Archuleta sang "With You" from Chris Brown for his personal choice! WTF! I was trying not to laugh while he was singing "hot little figure" , " I need you boo". Maybe he’s not that innocent at all? Hahaha…. Syesha was given sucky song choices by the producers and the judges, it didn’t help that her personal choice wasn’t that interesting either. Bye Bye Syesha…..Next week’s the finale and I can’t watch it! I’ll be starting my new life in Kampar, a life without my precious television, how sad… I hope I can get internet access soon so I can watch it online.

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   Going to school tomorrow to get some chinese school certificate from the teacher. Thanks to Yen Jie we’re going at 11a.m. which is their recess time! I don’t like going during that time cause there’s too much people walking around and I look like an idiot wearing casual wear in the middle of the school -_-" She insisted since we can visit our Form 6 friends,haha.

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Look at this.

   The pic on the right side was taken when I was 15 and the left one was taken a few moments ago. It’s the same shirt too lol. 3 years later, any change at all?

   BTW the weird black and white background of the "Then" pic was made by me with Paint 3 years ago! Wahahhaa… So lame…

    A little under the weather today, I hate it when I start to sneeze cause I can’t stop. Sometimes I can even smell blood in my nose.(too much information lol) Unfortunately I have a never ending flu ever since it started a few years ago -_-"

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Nothing much to say today so I’ll just post some pics!

Mother’s Day cake, we went to Tanah Merah to celebrate with my aunts and grandma. I shall call them the Army of Moms! Nothing expensive but it was delicious, fruits are love.

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So cute and they grow up so fast! I have a pic of her when she couldn’t even open her eyes in my Friendster profile. Lazy to post it….. BTW her name is Candy and she’s my cousin’s.

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I recomended U!Hu!Hu! cheesecakes from The Loaf at The Pavillion a few weeks ago. Here are some pics of the delicious cakes. I miss them…

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-A BIG BIG Congratulations to Mei Yee , Ee Jane, Chang Yong, Juan Jing, Maria, Shian Ee, Yin Yu and Yar Mei for getting JPA! ( I think there’s eight person but I can’t remember, tell me if you know) They’re amazing, I have a long long long way to go if I ever want to compete with them, haha. Another congrats to Mr. Ma cause he got JPA and the Petronas scholarship, GENG! *worships*

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-One more week left in my home sweet home…..

the two heads belong to XueQi and Eejane,they were having fun with my car’s sunroof…. haha. Seongyong took the pic from another car behind mine.

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  Pui Sheung held a bday party at her house last night. It was the first time I made my own sushi! Tasted not bad actually,hehe. Her family,especially her mom, was so outspoken and sporting.I was taken by surprise, she’s a cool person.

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We left early for a little farewell for Mr.Wee at Mug Mug. Afterthat we went to Wakaf just for fun -_-" (hardworking right?) Thanks to everyone who showed me the way,muahaha! BTW I need to practice my breaking(no I’m not alking about breakdancing..) skills cause a couple of people complained, I guess it’s because I’m too use to driving by myself so I could do whatever I want.

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  Talk about driving, a lady in Kelantan died because a tree fell on her car. She was driving! I was told that the other passengers were unharmed, correct me if I’m wrong. How terrible to be driving and without you knowing anything you’re gone. My sister advised me not to go out if it’s raining heavily and the wind is too strong. Also don’t park under a tree. I hope the lady didn’t feel any pain. I also hope that her family and friends are doing alright. Rest in peace…….

-Some people are so afraid to die that they never begin to live. -
Henry Van Dyke

   Sc4’s reunion dinner tonight was ok. I got to catch up with some friends. Eventhough we didn’t chat much, it’s always nice to see old faces..

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   Just finish watching this week’s American Idol a few moments ago. Archie impressed me tonight! David Cook seems to be a little odd but I still like his performances. Syesha was pretty good too, her crying probably got her enough symphathy votes to be on the Top 3. Who knew she would last this long? Good for her, go Syesha! Jason should leave, he doesn’t even seem to care anymore.

(cry baby cry……)

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   Immediately after I came back from KL a few days ago I went to Sudara Beach near Tok Bali to have a mini 3-day vacation with some friends (Honkee, Kimchuan, Zikang, Khengjoe, Xueqi, Shunyuh, Seongyong, Yenjie, Eejane) . I had a great time! We went for some crab catching at the beach, played water polo, barbecued, built weird sand sculptures and watch weird/horror movies! On the last day we also drove to other beaches for some sight seeing and kite flying. It was my first time driving for so long without my parents’ supervision, muahahah… So much fun! I’m glad that I decided to go.

  Unfortunate I don’t think I can get the pics eventhough we took a lot.The three person that took the most pics are not really online people if you know what I mean,haha. Times like this I wish I had my own camera, whatevs! Still hope I’ll get at least some, fingers crossed!

Got them! Thanks to Seongyong!

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   I’m so broke right now and I have so much stuff to buy since I’m "moving" to Kampar soon! Dead…….

   Went to see the Utar Kampar’s campus today. It was so big and new! I think people were having their exams or something cause they weren’t many students there and i overheard some of them complaining about the lecturers not giving them tips or something,haha. Just guessing. I’m moving there on the 21th and the first day of orientation is on 22th. Speaking of moving, the room that I rented costs Rm275! WTH! So expensive. At least there’ll be dobby and I’ll have my own bathroom. The security is pretty good too. It’s still expensive, haiz…

     BTW, it’s my birthday today! Mooohahaha… -_-"  Just finish watching Iron Man at the IMAX theatre just now (the screen was freakin’ huge!). After that when I checked my phone there was so many bday messages! I’m pleasantly surprised, thank you everyone, I’m honestly touched. Me and my family celebrate b going to A&W for some late night rootbeers and onion rings! Actually for the past two days I’ve been having expensive feasts. So thank you my parents and my relatives! I love eating expensive food, haha.   

  I said I was waiting for the pictures but I think it will be a little late so I’m posting this now. Before I came to KL Zikang,Siewping,Yenjie,Xueqi,Yoonkeong,Mashian and me went to Pizza Hut for Siew Ping’s farewell since she’ll be leaving, at least I thought it was. After we finished eating Honkee,Kimchuan and Shunyuh came. I’m not sure if it was accidental or intentional, I forgot to ask! Then they brought a cake and sang Happy Bday for me, my face was so ngetok at the time! Haha I don’t know why I didn’t expect it to happen. They bought me a pendrive and cup with our picture on it! I like those a lot. Something practical and something sentimental. The thought counts the most of course.Later that night we went to yamcha and I saw Seongyong,Eejane,Jiawen and Khangsiang which I haven’t seen in a long time… It was a great night..

  I am extremely grateful for everything that I have in my life right now. I’m a lucky guy living a very privileged life. Of course I don’t get everything that I want but who does? I’ve learn to appreciate all the good things that are in my life. I have wonderful family and friends. I have way more than what I deserve. Thank you, thank you and thank you.

Here are my birthday wishes:

–My family be healthy and happy always. Let this year be a good year for everyone of us.
–Everything goes smoothly for my friends. Hope all of us made the right choices!
–More people would start to do something to save the environment. (I didn’t really ant to say this cause it seems kind of like I’m fake or something but it’s something that I really wish for.)
–I want to have the determination to study my ass off and get a scholarship next year. I’m tired of being such a burden for my parents.
–World peace of course lol. Peacefulness rules!

   It’s already 4 a.m. now and I have to wake up at 7.That means I only have three hours to sleep! I’m taking a morning bus back to KB tomorrow and if everything goes right I’ll be spending the night and the next two days at a beach with my friends! Looking forward to that.

2 Birthday boys! The first person I know that shares my birthday,Kian Seng!

Yesterday was a great day! Will post about it when I get the pictures,haha. I’m going to KL for a short while. Maybe three or four days,not sure. My dad will be taking me to Kampar to check out the campus and stuff. I don’t think I’ll have internet access since my laptop gone haywire a few days ago (shit!). BTW I might be spending my birthday inside a car ,muahaha how sad -_-" Luckily I already celebrated, thank you guys!

OMFG I got it! Woohoo…happy happy happy! haha. I can finally start planning, hopefully everything goes smoothly which means no Form 6!

Taken the day before yesterday.Everyone’s going different places after this (except ZiKang and XueQi)…….

I miss Beringin Beach and my NS life so much…

    Utar ar Utar…if you want to reject me also faster la please… haiz. At first I didn’t worry about anything but after a while I’m starting to doubt that I’ll get in the school. I’ve been trying to hypnotize myself to accept the fact that I may need to study Form 6. *sigh*  I really really don’t want to go back to Chunghwa! @#@#$%@ These few days whenever I send my cousin to school all I can think of is "I hope I won’t need to come back here.."   I’ll try not to think too much about. With my results I have no right do complain about anything. I need to just accept what I get and study my ass off to redeem myself!

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   To something less depressing but not really a happy thing, haha. Last week is was Michael Johns and this week my other favourite Carly Smithson was eliminated from American Idol! WTF!My teo favourites back to back -_-" I hope they’ll come out with an album after this. I’m rooting for David Cook to win now, he wasn’t my favourite but I think he’s the best choice.Cook FTW!

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     Went to Ala Yummy for dinner with some friends last night, afterthat we went to Mug Mug Cafe for some chit chatting. It’s always nice to see my friends and we’re going out again tomorrow lol..

   Didn’t really planned to blog today but I just feel like talking to someone. Since it’s 3 in the morning I don’t think that’s a good idea. lol.

    My mom left for KL today (well yesterday is more correct), I didn’t follow for several reasons. I’m going to hang out with my friends this Thursday for a little farewell since two gals are leaving Friday. The other reason is that KL is kinda boring when you don’t have lots of money to spend, its true! The only thing that made me feel like going is me wanting to watch The Forbidden Kingdom! The movie looks amazing! I’ve always like kungfu movies ever since I was little. Hope to have a chance to see it in a cinema before it’s over…

    Not going to KL has it disadvantages, that is I have to send my cousins to tuitions and pick them up from school and stuff -_-" Honestly I’m a little afraid cause I have no sense of direction at all… My brain was not built to memorise roads. Why??!!! Why me?!!

   I’m a lonely soul and I miss my friends…… My school friends and my NS friends, wherever you guys are right now, take good care of yourselves and don’t forget about me if you become rich one day! Haha.Have a good day everyone!

To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore.It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.

Letting go isn’t winning and it isn’t losing.It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the
past.

Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving in or giving up.

Letting go isn’t about loss, and it’s not defeat. To let go is to
cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on.It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future.

Letting go is accepting. It’s learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and
made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that
you had and all that you will soon gain.

Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength
to keep moving.

Letting go is growing up. It’s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to
clear a path and to set you free.